well, less then a week to go until I start my boot camp in North london... I am really looking forward to it but at the same time I am relaly NOT happy with the uncertanty of my future.... I really don't like the idea of having to put my life in other ppl's hands... and let them decide where I should go...... I also don't like the idea that I will not be able to come home at night aftedr a hard day's work to spend time with my honey ( well for at least awhile and I am keeping my fingers crossed that it will not be long) plus I am indeed a Princess girl...... and really don't fancy going to other cruise liners....... I just don't understand sometimes.... how princess can I get... I ALREADY work for them before... and still work for them..... so if I am not a Princess girl then who is?

I am starting to miss the gang back in Vancouver..... I really don't feel that independent here at the moment... cuz well, first of all, I cnát drive.. cuz I have no idea how to drive stice and plus they all drive on the wrong side of the road and there stupid roundabouts...... man they just do my head in...... so I am pretty much depended on my honey.... we alwyas go everywhere together.... ( that is when there is some where to go) I swear I have been here for about 5 weeks now... and well, let me tell you.. it's relaly a TOWN not a city..... just think of it this way.... it's like being cooped up in WVan ( with farms surrounding you) and there is only couple of streets of shops and if you wnat to go to the closes mall it would take you about 45 min on the motorway... so in a sense it's shittier then Wvan.  but you know what..... I am really likeing the whole domestic thing.... where we kinda just do our own things and go out when we want to.....

I do have to say the Tele here is really good...... you can alwyas find things to watch.. and they alwyas have relaly good movies on esp. on the weekends...... and the best thing about it is that there are no commercials..... which is great so you dont'have to watit to see what happends..... I have alwyas hated being interuppted when I am watching a movie......

I have come to the conclusion that I really like it here... and I could really live here after doing this whole ship thing....... the only downside would be not having my own friends around to hang around with....... I do miss you guys all...... but look at the bright side... you guys will have NO excuses not to visit good old england when I am here........ right..... btw it's relaly cheap to fly to placce such as france.. you could get there for like under 30 pounds ( round trip) pretty cool eh....

anyways.. I will write later...